Springtime

it was this time one year when you first
fell the pulling strings of love
and wondered how they twisted your stomach
more than your heart and smiles meant something differently
and words were spoken quickly
timing was infinite
while things were endless

and the eventual end found new winters and new sprins

it was this time one year
when someone else pulled your stomach
pulled your heart and your mind
and all pieces of you sung in new harmonies
it didnt make sense
it never had
to
whispered apologies
“please dont tell anyone”
and then the eventual everyone knows
we found new winters and new springs
i just want to know that your eyes
are still my favorite place to be

but
now that a new spring has arrived i feel
nothing but sadness and nostalgia
for the warm hands that no longer hold mine
the glances i could dream of
but could not find
this space is haunted by memories
this warmth is tinted with shades
of the happiest moments ive had left to live

and when the sadness lifts
i hope i can find a new
spring

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