I wonder

one day someone is going to ask about you
and i wonder what i will say
if i will recount all the stars that had fallen in your eyes
or the way that
your words pulled truths from the air
obvious truths that we had never considered

i wonder if i will say that i loved him in ways i never imagined
and hated him in ways
that broke my soul and crushed the
good things left inside of me
or just the way he laughed a little at his own jokes
because he knew just how charming he was

i wonder if ill just smile
the littlest of smiles
and say that we were friends
that once i knew all your secrets
and all the things that drove you crazy
and i hope that smile stays and i hope that it is real

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