its not the same
it never has been
it never was
we are but twisted figurines
maniacal and melted
you and i do not fit in the dream home
we exist in separate entities
separate islands
desperately i wait for better weather
for stronger currents
for something that will pull me to you
you to me


a beat of silence and a few heartbeats more

i cannot swim but how i dream of swimming to you
i can almost feel the way my limbs would exhaust themselves
the pressure of the water
the desire to stop
to drown
and then

a beat of silence a gasp of breath

our places are tangent
but we are not one
our islands cannot coexist
i could not swim
and then i could
but in challenging fate nothing feels right

im sorry


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