Feeling

I DONT WANT TO FEEL ANYMORE

i scream as if it matters
but i cannot stand the way it feels for me to be here
and you to be there
separated by nothing but the walls we have so precociously built
and so ostensibly believe exist

i cannot think of the what it means that you sit there and i sit here
separated
by our own minds

i hate you

i really dont

but actually…..the feeling of hating you feels better
than an undeniable want for you
FOR NO REASON

i hate you

i really do
i say to no one they think my fake words are real
i am fake because it feels better

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