Don’t Fall In Love in this Space

they say
dont fall in love in this space
its dangerous
you are much too young
too naive
too ready to be hurt by the simplest of touches
and sweetest of glances
dont fall in love here
it is not worth it
you are better off along right now among the winding paths
of insecurity
find yourself before you decide you need someone else

but his words melt your own words and nothing makes sense
he has invaded your space among the paths of insecurity
he has shown you a new way to walk and a new way to speak
he doesnt have airs but it doesnt matter
you cant breathe without smelling him or wishing you could
and they said dont fall in love in this space
and you didnt believe them

his words melted your heart until they cut them
until the heavy silence becomes more like blades
and you find yourself crying during nightmares
and crying during the day and nothing makes sense
because he has left your space
and the new way to walk and talk and live and breathe
do not feel right in fact
nothing feels right except for the weight on your chest
and the coldness of your hands
and they said dont fall in love in this space
but you should have believed them

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