Love Lost

you lace every dream with soft edges
and little sighs of the perfect balance of excited and content
yet you haunt every nightmare
life like features dragging back memories better left buried
words that should never have been spoken
whispered in the earliest of hours
you are the cataclysmic center of everything i am
have been and can hope to be
in shaking you out of my memories
you appear stronger in by subconscious
as if i cannot be myself without holding on to these ethereal images of the you i once knew
the you that most definitively does not present itself to me anymore
i dont need you just the thought of you
and the ways you guarded yourself from the world
to learn to be better

i wish you away in my waking hours
stricken by the way you chase me in my dreams
but i never fear sleeping
your eyes
cure everything


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