Running

i take my words and i run away
the thoughts inside my head
are all ill ever have
when the night settles into the quiet
that lulls babies to sleep
and adults into anxiety ridden nightmares of the things
they are trying to leave behind
i wont be sleeping
i wont be dreaming
i will be running
and running
and running
very far away from all the ties
that tried to lock me into place
the “i love yous”
i promised myself i would not break
(i did)
please forgive me as i go
these words inside my head are all
i have left
and your love no longer keeps me warm
and your hate no longer keeps me awake
and im not tired
im not scared
im alone
and im running
please forgive me

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