Perpetually.

He kissed me and it wasn’t you
and it scared me with the unfamiliarity. 
He said he had a secret, 
he obviously lied. 
I cringe, knowing that you
are not here, and I cannot explain to you
why it hurts me so much. 
It just does, 
perpetually and always. 
The world spins 
and 
my head spins and
my words are as broken as my thoughts. 
I will not 
succumb to how weak I am
not for you, 
no more. 

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